Blues….

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Did you ever happen to see life in grey color lens... Wherever you set your eye sight...everything appears so grey & hostile...

I wonder where my inspiration & my daily day dreaming vanish...


Why the blue sky no more seems brighter...


Why the far away ocean frozen in the horizon no more call me for my daily escapades...


Why the things i use to like so much no more appeal to me...


Why this constant feeling of miserability shadows my every step....

How I wish there was a receipt for happiness ...

Dilemma

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I always think that life should have come with a manual or with a search engine ...



these days am in an impasse... taking a decision is never easy...

I don’t want to take a hasty decision … like I did in the past & live in regret

I’m right now stuck in the middle of my life journey… not knowing which way to choose...



cant deny am afraid...apprehensive...

life  is never easy...

the choice that I will take will reflect on my future... am still thinking on the pros & cons...trying to make out where I shall be in the future...



my big dilemma is whether to quit my job or not...

the job I had started to hate so much...which has become my own purgatory...


I hate the hypocrisy ....
the egoisms...
the unfairness...
the exploitation...
the coldness
& the inhumanity...



I no more want to
be tormented in my sleep with work...
where at every turn there is only reproaches..
where opening your mail inbox you are afraid there is going to be some very bad news...

today I no more have the strength to face all of these...
all my patience has faded away...

and I don't know what to do

The Call of the Ocean…

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These days I am so tired and restless…till a state it’s so hard to find a good night of sleep and rest…

How I long for peaceful  reveries…

Somehow I found a point of anchorage in this bizarre routine of my life…between two dossiers at the office…
My office is located relatively near the harbor and my floor has a beautiful view of the harbor and the splendid sight of the ocean from the horizon…



So whenever I had to move along my department, my gaze will automatically linger to have a glimpse of the ocean and the harbor…

watching those ships anchoring or paving their way through the wide ocean…is like a animated painting with new portrays of ships being crafted with ever changing tones of the sea…illustrating the daily mood of the ocean…



I won’t ever forget the beautiful scene that the rain presented once …how the rain was falling with the dark grey menacing the sky and the ocean turning to a grey tone…with a lonely ship frozen in this picture….
I then wonder how it would be if I was on board on those lonely crafts …



following the call of the ocean….

Nostalgia....

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These days am so tired....during these moments of fatigue...my mind would then voyage towards a nostalgic dream destination…



Left to the wonder of how life would have been if I was living in the times of my grand parents...
where they said that life was much simpler than this....

when there was joy of living simply ...being a happy person...



where we respect nature...we eat what we grow ... know values....respect of others



where we were warm not so cold and devoid of emotions like the machines we so like



where people look at each other with warmth...

I end on this video 'Ki Fer Nou Content Nou Pays ?' (why we love our country)....a taste of the Mauritius I so love…